Sunday, December 7, 2008

Why the sadness?

Why cry over him?

He is gone. Here, but gone. He is worthless to me. I don't really care to talk to him, or see him. He treated me very unfairly and led me on for too long. He was a user and did not care about my feelings. He moved WAY too fast for me but still pushed limits every time we were together. He is fake and has an ugly nose, too. He is a spoiled brat and an only child. He does not get good grades and thinks he can go to school to play rock music. He wants to stay in this town to be in a rock band after college. He wants to go to BGSU so he can drink until he's dizzy on Thursday nights. His friends have done the same acts to my friends. He thinks I still have an infatuation with him. He thinks he did nothing wrong. He pretends nothing happened. He asks why he has not seen me or why I have not talked to him in forever. He dumped my friend the same way. He's not even in my faves on my texting screen. I thought he could have been my first love. I was deeply wrong and realized it was infatuation on high. He played me.

But why do I still get upset over it every now and then?

1 comment:

Little Mary said...

i am so sorry, kelli. but like fr dave said yesterday in his homily, he said we need to learn how to ask God to help us to move on. hes a jerk, and you need to forget about him! you have many more awesome things in your life than him. we just need to pray for him that maybe he will become less of a jerk and not hurt other girls like he hurt you. love you, kell

;-)xoxo*alyssa