I guess some things are just meant to happen to make us appreciate others and their capacity of forgiveness. Maybe God has provided me with this trait not to hinder but to give me the challenge I need so I can build strength to overcome it. He would not create hurdles too high without giving us a leg up on them. Maybe this person is here on Earth to help me get over it. Maybe it's not so much a 'hurdle' to get over and leave behind, but like a mode that I just need to learn to live with. Maybe this person was put here to help me accept myself and be able to show my real self. I don't know.