Bah. Cry me a river. ((This post is for my girls. And Matt))

Okay girls and Matt, I have something to tell you.

Matt, disregard this, I will be posting this as if I were having a phone conversation with Bella or Alyssa, but seeing as it's 9:07 at night and I don't feel like talking, I think I should manipulate my fingers and give my voice a rest.

So... both of you (Matt, I'm sorry. You don't know about this.) remember how I kind of -tried- talking to Gavin at Lifeteen? And how I kind of maybe flirted just a bit?

Well, he came into my work. Lo and behold, Gavin Kuns, standing right in front of me, with his silly grin.

My silly little girl grin appeared and my cheeks blushed. Gavin?! Anyway, I took his order, which was for carry-out (darn, I don't get to sit there and stare at him eat. Curses, I can't creep.) and then, in rush of adrenaline (which for some reason, I have been having a lot of that lately. Might wanna get it checked out before it hinders me further), I asked him, 'Do you mind if I ask you a question, please don't get mad?'

'Sure, go ahead.'

'Well, uhh, you see, I have been wanting to know, for quite some time, well maybe, nevermind, no, well uhm, you see, Gavin, uhm, do you, no, forget it, wait no, do you... Do you have a girlfriend?!'

The look on his face was priceless. He turned bright red and his eyes brightened.

'No, I do not.'

He left with a hug smile.

Well, our texting adventure after work followed as this:

K: So do you want to hang out sometime outside of Lifeteen?
G: Sure what do you want to do?
K: It doesn't matter, I'm not picky, whatever you like.
G: Well what do you like to do besides singing and working?
K: I like it to hang out with cute boys like you :)

Maybe this was too forward.

G: Well I dont think I really want a girl friend right now. I have a lot going on and when I do have time off I usually hang with my best friends so idk right now (con't, I have to go to the other text)
G: Sorry but to tell you the truth I've never had a girlfriend or even a first kis... But thats kinda weird cause all my best friends are girls too so idk.

I tried texting him after this saying, 'I'm sorry, maybe in the future, can we still hang out?' and things of sort... but he never replied. Which kinda made me glad that I couldn't go to lifeteen because frankly I would have probably cried again. I'm such a baby... But whatever, I guess God doesn't want me to date him for a week and then break up with him like every other guy.